The nights alone at the edge of the water are often the hardest. I’ve spent many nights here breathing in salty air awaiting an answer to a thousand questions running miles through my head. Water thrashes around me, whispering sweet nothings; suddenly I am reminded of times I spent with Alan, although now it seemed we were living in two different worlds. We often fished here, but occasionally we would lie along the shoreline and have nose-to-nose conversations about everything and nothing simultaneously. His eyes were the most piercing cerulean, and as he spoke I felt them pierce through me like the sharpest of razors. He and I had some
i'm no stranger to [ substances ] or ways to get inside someone's head.
i'm no stranger to the small of someone's back.
i'm honest when i lie and i lie when i'm honest.
i turn failed attempts
at alcohol fueled encounters
into novels,
and genuine doses of reality into nightmares.
i crave acceptance and safety,
but i'm running from a woman i don't even know.
i am old enough to have a past,
but young enough to have
i.
i am sorry that public service announcements are somewhat ineffective. i am sorry that no matter how hard you try, you will not pass the fitness test. you cannot climb a rope. that is just silly.
ii.
i am sorry that your suspenders do not hold up your jeans. i did not know that twelve-year-old boys who are twenty-something on the outside were in need of giant elastic bands. they make large rubber bands, you know.
iii.
i am sorry that you always lose at monopoly. i am not sorry that you do not take my advice. i am sorry that you cannot breathe and the air jumps through you and you are a walking pogo stick with plastic bones. i am sorry
let's move to a place
where it is cold forever
so that we can dance
in the snow, make
angels and sleep in the space
between dawn and night-
fall in the chasm
and dangle in the warmth
of everything we
knew; let's move to a
place where we know no margin
and there's no sign of
home.
remember when we bought
balloons with our allowance?
we walked up to the hillside, and we
let them go.
your mother told me all of the people in heaven missed their families,
so we wrote "i love you" on every yellow balloon.
yellow was my mother's favorite.
and i'm sure my mother missed me too.
you are a storyteller
and i want to know
everything that
you are willing to
share with me. i will
become a human sponge, and
soak in the words that
spill from your lips. they
are scarred and torn, but
they are yours, and that
makes them inexplicably
perfect, tangible
and fresh. you are young
and unexplored, and i am
a traveler. sometimes
we journey into
places that do not deserve
our presence. this is
expected, and we
must adjust ourselves to the
new surroundings, which
is easier said
than done; my compass points to
an endless plain, marked
with oddity and
a heart made of kaolin.
i promise not to
only the good die young. by MaybeSomedayx, literature
Literature
only the good die young.
we are sleeping but
you'd never know it because
we are still alive
our teeth are not clenched
and our fingers are not laced
but we are loving
we are happy but
you'd never know it because
we are still bawling
our hopes are too high
just for all the wrong reasons
but we are thankful
we are dead but we
are okay, because we know
our hopes were too high
and that's alright since
everything else will just slip
but we are loving
and that is all we will ever need to get by.
you are a sidewalk-chalk smile and a broken guitar string;
you aren't perfect, but you're alright.
i pick up my phone at three in the morning just after the end credits to your favorite tv show.
please show me what i'm hoping might be there.
but it's still nothing, there's no alert.
new text message: go to sleep.
sleep with one eye open, maybe. both? not a chance.
i trust myself enough not to fall in love with you.
dear favorite internet friend,
you are a fiesty, spunky Canadian girl, and i love you dearly for putting up with me for these four years.
our girl talk is the best part of every day. you will never know how proud i am of you for everything you've been through and overcome. i love you.
you are a storyteller
and i want to know
everything that
you are willing to
share with me. i will
become a human sponge, and
soak in the words that
spill from your lips. they
are scarred and torn, but
they are yours, and that
makes them inexplicably
perfect, tangible
and fresh. you are young
and unexplored, and i am
a traveler. sometimes
we journey into
places that do not deserve
our presence. this is
expected, and we
must adjust ourselves to the
new surroundings, which
is easier said
than done; my compass points to
an endless plain, marked
with oddity and
a heart made of kaolin.
i promise not to
love letter to the state of florida by successwithhonor, literature
Literature
love letter to the state of florida
1.
i am not in love with you.
i left you when the leaves turned and i'm back for now,
but only 'til i muster the strength to hoist my bags & run away
for good.
believe me, it's not that you're not paradise,
because i've had my fair share of briny breezes & tequila sunrises
and i too have caught myself with my toes in the sand for a tad
too long.
blinding white is just too opaque for glass houses and you know
the way the sun shines at midday, that'll melt your face right off
if you stare long enough--
trust me, i know a guy.
2.
last saturday i saw your face on the cover of a national geographic
at the doctor's office,
they caught you
your name has a familiar taste by learningtobefree, literature
Literature
your name has a familiar taste
under the moth-like hum of a lamppost,
your lips molded around hers like a cast
mending a broken wrist.
i stood motionless and watched
as her figure became shapeless,
conforming to your crevices and
letting your hands glide over it
like sudden rain clouds.
as i choked in the outskirts of your paradise,
i couldn't help but wonder if we, too,
looked this way before sickening ourselves.
as we multiplied in fractions and 2 became 1,
did the crunch of the leaves
beneath our backs realize the magic?
your teeth imprisoning my tongue for never too long,
my fingers shaping themselves to the curve of your neck.
our gentle caress disintegrate
I.
it confused you, the way i carried myself like an anthem.
my honeysuckle hair folded around my face in a frame of
concealment; the way i brushed foreign words across your
tongue like a series of revivals.
we were a resurrection hiding in the shallowest of waters,
so it shouldn't have come as a surprise when we drowned
our worth in glorified tears and cheap vodka.
addiction is a dirty trick: you
with lashing language and all that weed.
me with watching it happen.
II.
it saddened me to mention you, the way our skin absorbed
the hope of every tomorrow in just one night.
how we built castles fit for royalty from each other's morals,
y
"that annoying bitch,
always faking insanity
to seem more interesting"
says valerie. she stares into
a coffee mug: cigarette butts floating
on the molded surface, gold bands unnaturally
bright. she glances up at me and then right down at
the phone in her hand, continuing "i miss her so much.
i wish she would just text back."